I voiced my concerns to Mr. Dolphin so many times that one day Mr. Dolphin Googled, I don’t love my baby, and reassured me that there were other mothers out there who had the same feeling. But what if I never love Lion enough? Instead, I was concerned that I wouldn’t love him enough and that my love for Lion would always be greater than it would be for Panda. Although I didn’t feel instant love for my child, it didn’t make me a bad mother.

I Worried I Didn’t Love My Baby Enough